Friday, February 15, 2008
School so far has been stupid. I miss Tay and Xt and Estee and Pt so much :(, which sucks big time. In other words, I miss my friends. Or maybe whoever I thought they were was just a stupid act and just fucking isn't true and I don't know what I'm going to do with myself and what shit and my personality disorders and fuck. And I miss jude and not Gopi and I've just realised I'm only good in hockey and I can't go anywhere else even though. Whatever. I don't know what to say of my fellow batch mates... I don't think I have found somebody which I would consider a better than normal friend. Fuck a duck.
Take 5 was -. A waste of time. It wasn't even enjoyable. I'm like some shit and I think I'd be better off in the sea or something.
And even though I know I can sleep off whatever I'm feeling right now, I know it'll come back CAUSE this isn't even the 2nd time. So. What now? I feel like burying my head in the sand.
And I really can't UGH. AAAAAAAHHHHH fuck fuck fuck.
And I don't like being angry but sometimes I really feel like KILLING all the boys and just telling them to fuck off in their faces without having to worry about ANYTHING ELSE.
Shit.
ƒrom Alice • 21:54
Take 5 was -. A waste of time. It wasn't even enjoyable. I'm like some shit and I think I'd be better off in the sea or something.
And even though I know I can sleep off whatever I'm feeling right now, I know it'll come back CAUSE this isn't even the 2nd time. So. What now? I feel like burying my head in the sand.
And I really can't UGH. AAAAAAAHHHHH fuck fuck fuck.
And I don't like being angry but sometimes I really feel like KILLING all the boys and just telling them to fuck off in their faces without having to worry about ANYTHING ELSE.
Shit.
